Depressed

I need to RANT!!!.....

As I move into Christmas day, my Christmas eve being solidified my watching I Am Legend and eating cold pizza with my high ball of Coke. I end my evening in a argument with some unfriendly words given, away from my daughter for the first time, and family and closer friends who I haven't heard from. I feel an anger deep inside only a Mean Eddie G could feel and only few have really truly seen, the evil I can spew.

I try to temper my feelings and search for hope, A search I will get my last few answers I am searching for.

I wish I could keep in better contact, Some of you I miss, and some I wish I was close to, enchanted in conversation with drink in hand feeling the merry feelings coarsing through my veins. Alas, it is not to be, I have made strides in certain self enrichment along this journey I have taken and yet I still feel there are a couple more mountains to climb. Please give me strength God to do what is needed to do and do what is right for everyone else as well.

So Fuck it, tomorrow is just a day like any other day, I can pass this like a kidney stone, sharpen my focus, call on my inner strength and I will survive, because that's what survivors do. I'm not going down without a fight!!!

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