We all know the Drama..We all have been there one time or another, not going to pour the sob story out but I am FUCKING PISSED OFF RIGHT THIS SECOND!!!
i need to vent in a safe forum. i moved cross country 7 months ago, spending almost 10k, and taking a 1000 dollar a month pay cut from my job at the time to help a few friends with their ebay business. it was family run, and last friday, words were spoken, feelings were hurt, and the business was torn apart. now, i am being told, that i will eventually be asked to walk away from it all. but it is not that simple. i do not make enough money from the job i have now to pay my bills. i needed the ebay income. my friend knows this, but she feels her loyalties should lie with her. i respect this, but i have bills to pay at the same time. i feel i am being put in an unfair situation. i feel that the problems they are having should not have anything to do with me. if i had known this would happen, i would have never made this move. if i give up this business, i would then have to go get another job, possibly working more hours than i could physically handle at this point, just to make ends meet. i am worried for the friendship. but, i have my bills to pay. i don't have family and friends that would help me out. it's just ME. i don't think that my friends and family realize that. i am usually "the bank of karen" but when the well runs dry, there is no one to "refund" or help the bank of karen. that is always why i have to be so careful with money, and always have to plan way ahead. most people think i'm crazy, but it has to be, or the bills don't get paid. it has always been a scary place to be, but it has been like this most of my adult life. i have to do what is best for me, not others, as i have so often done in the past.
wish me luck, i just needed to vent.
This is a synopsis of a story From the AP (Associate Press)in Australia, all rights reserved.
MELBOURNE, Australia (AP) -- A man who hid his wife's body for 23 years in a steel drum in the couple's suburban Australian backyard was convicted Saturday of her murder.
Frederick Boyle, 58, claimed he hid the body of Edwina Boyle out of panic after finding her dead in bed at their home on the outskirts of the southern city of Melbourne on October 6, 1983.
He had pleaded not guilty to her murder at the outset of his weeklong trial, but a Victoria state Supreme Court jury found him guilty Saturday.
Boyle told the court this week he found his 30-year-old wife dead in bed with two bullets in her head and one of his neckties around her throat.
Boyle had told his two daughters their mother ran off with a truck driver, but a son-in-law found the remains in the 170-liter (44-gallon) drum while tidying the yard in October 2006
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Nothing like a a bad B flick of Dolph Lundgren in Silent trigger to get you through the last of the Ebay blues. I was browsing Ebay the other day and if you have the time to sit and browse and don't need your item like now!! Then you can find deals on everything. I have bought a few things recently there a PSP for my daughter and nick knack stuff but things like Under Armor gear or apparel not to bad even if it is knock off unless your going to fumble through the label on my shirt authentic or not if it looks good 9.99 here we come.
Props to Stumble Upon, my new social community and browsing experience, love you guys.
Lately I feel like the Wizard of Oz, just trying to find my way home. What an adventure. Sorry if I am rambling I am bored and it's late so there. Wait, wait, Disturbia is coming on average movie to keep me up another 2 hours or I can Stumble for awhile, I guess....I'll just do both.
I hate Friday Night T.V. when I am done working it sucks like a baby on a nipple.
Later Readers.
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I love Babykitty!!!!!! love, love LOVE her!!!! Even tho she got mad when Denise brought Lili in to play. Then, Lili got grouchy. The girls can be crabby, but we still love them!
1. I've come to realize that, my last ex:is a great friend
2. I've come to realize that, when I talk:no one really listens
3. I've come to realize that, I love:babykitty, of course!
4. I've come to realize that my friends:have made their mistakes, too
5. I've come to realize that I've lost:a record number of people/pets in 2007
6. I've come to realize that I hate:this list is too long!
7. I've come to realize that marriage is:maybe not in the cards for me
8. I've come to realize that I'll always be:babykitty's mommy
9. I've come to realize that the last time I cried was:over the loss of the pets
10. I've come to realize that my cell phone:should be glued to my ear, that way i don't have to hold it!
11. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning:I have to get up.
12. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night:I have to work tomorrow. and that i want babykitty sleeping on me, between my knees
13. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about:the answers to these questions
14. I've come to realize that I get on MySpace:to see what is up in my friends and families lives
15. I've come to realize that today:was the same as every other day
16 I've come to realize that tonight i will:be working on the computer and watching t.v.
17 I've come to realize that school is:something i miss
18. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will:be doing the same thing i did today
[Random]
Name what you did yesterday?went to therapy, the mall, and torero's to eat
Do you have a job?yes i do
Are you gay?Nope
What gets you in a bad mood?doesn't take much, idiot ass driver's, certain people at work, crying kids, etc.
Have you ever crawled through a window?yes, i think i have
Can you handle the truth?Indeed
Are you too forgiving?to a fault. it's gotten me in alot of trouble in the past!
Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?yes, for the work hours, but i couldn't handle the kids
Do you have trust issues?yes, hard not to when you've been burned as many times as i have
Would you live with someone without marrying them?absolutly. i think it is a great way to really get to know someone
Have your friends ever seen you cry?many, many times
Who was the last person you cried in front of?my therapist i think
Have you ever wanted to strip naked in front of someone?in the past, but not recently
How many people can you say you've really loved?3
If you could pick one person to disappear from the planet, who would it be?that's a good one........
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?yes
Snow or rain?they both suck big ass donkey dick, but if i had to pick, i guess rain
Have you ever met anyone from Myspace in person?yep
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?dee dee, denise, or eddie. any of them always help me thru
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?loud
Are you confident?at work, yes
do you love babykitty?yes, i do!!!!
So, I was chatting with another mall employee today, and she had quite the story for me. On Saturday, a 7 year old boy was left alone in the food court. After quite some time, security was notified, and the mother was eventually found. The boy had been telling the food court workers that this is common, that his mom would bring him to the mall, and leave him to entertain himself while she goes shopping, and that she had told him she would pick him back up at 2:30, but it was now after 3:30, and he said she is usually late in picking him back up!
This parent obviously does not know the story of Adam Walsh, the kid who was kidnapped from a Florida mall, and later found beheaded. this kid is 7!!!!! I couldn't even walk 2 feet out of my house by myself at that age! It sickens me that people are so quick to report someone for spanking their kid, crying abuse, but yet no one, not one single person, not even mall security, called child services on this woman. what a sad, scary, world we live in.
I work in a crazy mall. This is the 3rd time a child has gotten lost or abandoned in the mall (that I know of) in the 6 months I have lived out here in North Carolina. I've worked in malls for 18 years and never had that many stories like that to tell!
OMFG!!! I just realize I have a problem with Energy Drinks, I can't stop myself from trying the latest and greatest, luckily I don't always go for the regular I usually go with the diet ones, but still, maybe it's the Taurine, who knows I just think it's crazy I have gone from coffee to energy drinks like its water from the fountain of youth. Any who I thought I would share my realized addiction. If you think I need help let me know. Remember, nobody likes a quitter..lol
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